This world is tiring,
It breaks us.
It makes us wonder,
why we are here?
where i can find contentment and happiness?
if this is the place where it is never ending of trials
that's why I decided to write a story
about my journey to find myself; as when we find ourselves, we will find Him
I want to help myself, from keep breaking apart
I want her to open her eyes, and see all His wonders that He already put me in,
a journey where i am on my ship to sail,
to ultimate destiny,
To find His blessings; to Jannah.
Where we actually belongs to.
we dont belongs to this world,
thats why we feel lost, when we let our heart to be attach to this dunya,
because it never meant for us.
we just a traveller.
but somehow, sometimes we drowning
with its beauty
and we couldn't even see the way out
we even couldn't figure out what we actually feels
or what i actually learn
that's okay.
That's why I need a first step to be brave
to put the curtain on the past
and seek for the answer and be true to my heart.
to resolve all the waves and tides inside me.
so here i am
watch me growing,
watch my journey
and Guide me O Allah