A tiring journey

This world is tiring,

It breaks us.

It makes us wonder,

why we are here?

where i can find contentment and happiness?

if this is the place where it is never ending of trials

that's why I decided to write a story

about my journey to find myself; as when we find ourselves, we will find Him

I want to help myself, from keep breaking apart

I want her to open her eyes, and see all His wonders that He already put me in,

a journey where i am on my ship to sail,

to ultimate destiny,

To find His blessings; to Jannah.

Where we actually belongs to.

we dont belongs to this world,

thats why we feel lost, when we let our heart to be attach to this dunya,

because it never meant for us.

we just a traveller.

but somehow, sometimes we drowning

with its beauty

and we couldn't even see the way out

we even couldn't figure out what we actually feels

or what i actually learn

that's okay.

That's why I need a first step to be brave

to put the curtain on the past

and seek for the answer and be true to my heart.


to resolve all the waves and tides inside me.


so here i am

watch me growing,
watch my journey

and Guide me O Allah